Happy New Year (?) to me...

Hey everyone... I didn't forget to add the rest of my story. We're just on a bit of a "break" right now, I guess, and haven't felt much like writing about our early days. Long story short (you know one of these days I'm gonna need to vent and give you the long version) but he seems to be on the fence (no pun intended...kinda) as to SURPRISE! whether or not he wants to be in a serious relationship with a guy! Honestly, I can't really hold it against him because I've been there before too, but like, DUDE! I can only go through this same old story so many times! As a bisexual guy, it is an extra turn-on to nail a "straight" guy, whether or not he is totally straight, but one of these times I'd like him to say "yeah I'm willing to give it a try" and then actually LIKE it! It would help so-ooo much if the only guys that say this weren't totally hot and nice and awesome to be around. It sounds horribly shallow but the only guys who seem to want to give me anything more are the ones that I'm not attracted to. AAARRRGGGHHH!!! Any advice? Anyone? Please??

-Clark-